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Sunday, January 28, 2007

15:25 Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

This is pic of me...
Remember me always....
Forgive me if had done wrong...
Err is human rite?
Im sorry.....

Today i got religions class... It was boring.. but the second half of the lesson, my fwen Nabil, ask the teacher a complicated question... Heng ar.. Luckily the teacher can answer... if not lose face ar..... Nabil ask where is the 7 sky is? And how is it possible fer human to go to the moon when moon is outside the earth and within the sky? then our teacher explain tat we cannot even see the 1st layer of a sky... wat we see is only the clouds... 1st layer of sky is much higher than the sun, moon, earth and other planets... and in muslim Holy Qur'an, earth did not orbit around the sun, but it is sun which orbit around the earth... i dun noe how.. and im going to reasearch about it.. the science philosophy from muslim Holy Qur'an is interesting and i want to find out more...
Then after that at 11.30 i went home... But to my horror , my mother were in a bad mood then... im especially scared of her when she is in bad mood... she cant stop nagging and nagging... hais.. then she scolded me, father and my sceond bro fer being lazy... wat i do wrong seyys.. i just came home and had to became the victim of my mum crazy fire... im juz terribly frustrated wib her that i juz kept quite and went into my room fer some peace..Then after tat, i watch chinese drama MY FAIR PRINCESS.. even though it was the encore, i still watch it coz i was juz damn boreD at home.. ACtually i wanted to do some CIP work at frontier library but i cant contact my fwen who was the mastermind of this idea... hais.. so i jus switch on internet and walla... here i am writing this long words.... haah

tats all
take care evryone...

signing off
syazwani










15:25 Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

Today i got religions class... It was boring.. but the second half of the lesson, my fwen Nabil, ask the teacher a complicated question... Heng ar.. Luckily the teacher can answer... if not lose face ar..... Nabil ask where is the 7 sky is? And how is it possible fer human to go to the moon when moon is outside the earth and within the sky? then our teacher explain tat we cannot even see the 1st layer of a sky... wat we see is only the clouds... 1st layer of sky is much higher than the sun, moon, earth and other planets... and in muslim Holy Qur'an, earth did not orbit around the sun, but it is sun which orbit around the earth... i dun noe how.. and im going to reasearch about it.. the science philosophy from muslim Holy Qur'an is interesting and i want to find out more...
Then after that at 11.30 i went home... But to my horror , my mother were in a bad mood then... im especially scared of her when she is in bad mood... she cant stop nagging and nagging... hais.. then she scolded me, father and my sceond bro fer being lazy... wat i do wrong seyys.. i just came home and had to became the victim of my mum crazy fire... im juz terribly frustrated wib her that i juz kept quite and went into my room fer some peace..Then after tat, i watch chinese drama MY FAIR PRINCESS.. even though it was the encore, i still watch it coz i was juz damn boreD at home.. ACtually i wanted to do some CIP work at frontier library but i cant contact my fwen who was the mastermind of this idea... hais.. so i jus switch on internet and walla... here i am writing this long words.... haah

tats all
take care evryone...

signing off
syazwani








Thursday, January 25, 2007

17:53 Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

Remember Me Always Forever... Haha...

Today is Thursday... wat the **** people sure noe lah wat date is today... haha...
Today got PE first thing in the morning.. I was unwell tat morning and was having slight fever.. Mr chew ordered us to run 8 rounds.. i act strong and run. but after 6 rounds, i want to vomit but it dun want to come out so i nvr go toilet. Then got English lesson, Ms Yap briefly tell us about oral expectations and etc. Physics lesson was boring today..Haiya... today was just damn bored lah..
But after skul, got msg frm mummy to meet her at gekpo so i meet her there? i thought fer wat, but she want me to accompany her to visit the doctor fer my younger bro check up.. i was feeling hungry then so i ask mummy fer money to buy bmeals at mac.. so delicious... yum.. yum... after eating, very lazy alreadi... but mum forced me to walk home... haha...
veri tired... reach home, sec 1 bro ask me to help him design fer him the noticeboard fer decoration... im alreadi tirec he make me more tired.. luckily today gt no religion class.. if not, i think i will get high fever tmlw... haha...

My life is so boring...
All i do is wake up
Go to skul..
Study...
Go home...
Do homework...
Eat...
Go Religion class...
At nite, clean the kitchen.
Boil water...
Go to Sleep..
And then next day..
First thing in the morning..
Wake up someone everyday at 6 am coz he say he scarec he late one more time and get detention...
and my life...
go on and on...
onli tat...
sat and sun is the best day fer me...

haha...
tats all...
u all nvr tag me seh...
must tag k b4 u leave...
if not i fined u....
fer entering my web without leaving behing any gift (tag) fer me...

kk will blog soon

signing off
syazwani








Tuesday, January 23, 2007

18:17 Y

Post title :
You'll never know the real me.

Today the day is sooooooooooooo boring.....
I got nuthing to do... I dun noe why.. But i feel sleepy quite often during lesson.. hais... so tired seh.. Hmm... lately im some disturbed by some matters.. it is quite trivial actually but it had gone worse than wat i expected.. i dun noe why... i feel so guilty... i feel so sad.. i feel so dissapointed... and many more.. onli a few ppl noe abt my prob... juz hope tat everything will goes well fer me soon..
i juz miss my sec 2 life.. not much stress.. always have my fwens beside me... u noe, im not independent, im a coward.. i feel as if im a hypocrite do u noe tat.. bcoz of the prob i have... i juz hate major changes and watsoever related to it... im going mad sia...
The lesson in skul make my day more miserable.. i may look strong at skul but actually im not..
im a weak gerl... i feel so tired of going to skul evryday, facing the prob hais... tell me wat should i do...
From now on, im learning to be independent who can do evrything by myself without nidding others... bcoz of my weakness that i have some conflict with my fwen..

I NEED FORGIVENESS FROM EVERYONE TAT I HAVE OFFENDED... SORRY...

A sincere apology from a helpless gerl.. I mean it...

May my life gets better each day..

signing off
syazwani








Saturday, January 13, 2007

21:57 Y

Post title : Back From Camp Kaizen
You'll never know the real me.

Back From Camp Kaizen....

Helo... Im back...The campsite is in malaysia de.. so sian lor.. must take passport.. the camp is actually all rite... Quite fun and shiok too.. Its juz the toilet that make me so disgusted.. i dun mind the toilet not to have the toilet bowl. but wat i hate is the toilet cant be flush.. so disgusting...

1st Day Of Camp..

We first gather in skul to take attendance.. at about 8.30 we took a bus to malaysia.. i was assigned to group 3..The campsite is actually a kampong kind of nature.. it was quite cosy with proper beds and pillow and low class toliet.. but it better than nothing.. like sec 2 camp which we had no bed or watsoever.
The first day activities for whole day long is waterfall tracking.. so sian.. i had to walk a long way.. and got leaches.. im so the terrible scared of leaches.. luckily im not bitten.. going to waterfall was all rite actually. my shoes was not tat dirty.. going to waterfall took about 1 and half hour to reach the waterfall. the trainers gave us sometime to play with the waterfall water.. i took the opportunity to go in the waterfall. me and some friends tehn dive in the water.. the water is so cold.. so fun seh.. then time up.. we had to continue walking.. this time we follow the jungle track.. got so many slope.. i almost fall down.. thanks to MELDRIC and MAHEN fer helping me..
nothing much too say about this..

2ND Day of camp

today activities is 100% wet activities.. must get wet fer sure.. of all activities.. i love sherwood 2 the most.. i had to walk on a log across to the end.. but who can balanced will get wet... i almost reach to the end but still got wet (fall down lar) hehe... but it was great.. the day would be more fun if not fer the stupid rain.. oh gosh.. i got a cold and almost got fever.. luckily i was strong.. if not... hais.. hehe..the campfire was not a real one but i still enjoy it...

3rd day of camp

I wake up at 5.30.. gosh so tired de.. but it the end of the camp.. the day was fun.. we do some area cleaning and so on.. then we got debrief and some sing along... it was great.. then off we go to home sweet home..it still rain... and i reach home in a wet attire... so stupid rain..


















Thursday, January 04, 2007

16:58 Y

Post title : IM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You'll never know the real me.

Hello............ Im back... Skul reopen already de... So sian de...Hais... But it is a good thing.. I can buck up on my studies.. During the holidays, i had been very lazy... All i do is eat, watch tv, go out wib friends or sleep... nothing to do at home..
Today is the second day of skul. It is quite fun and i can say the studies is okay and medium2.. Not to boring and to noisy..
I think im quite fortunate coz i have some of my close fwen in the same class as me such as atiqah and zulaikha.. Im so happy... Im not sure about anyone.. Whether they are unhappy or not with their new class.. i just hope all the 2e5 can and will adapt to their new class.. especially u Leslie.. First day of skul sumore say u feel outcast... Haha..
Niwae i want u all to noe tat 2E5 will always be on my mind and in my heart especially 2e5 form teacher miss ang!!!!!!!...I will always love 2e5...

Everyone take care k?
dun forget me but u must miss me....XD

tat's all i think

signing off
syazwani







The WitnessY


$ NURUL SYAZWANI AKA SHASHA
$ BLSS; 3E8
$ SJAB
$ EGG CRACK: 4 September 1992
$ A lovely virgo gal
$ 15 years old this year

Personalities:
I'm simple and mature.
Cheery songs make my day.
Love people with big hearts.
Smile at me and I'll definitely smile back at you.
It's just that simple.

She pleadedY

Go around the world.
Make me grow taller.
Stop making my teacher give me an F.

The verdictY

they pleaded him GUILTY.


The judgesY

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[x]Amirah baby ah[x]
[x]Ashikin chicky[x]
[x]Brenda[x]
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[x]Franky[x]~
[x]Fatin[x]
[x]Haqeem y.c.s.s[x]
[x]Haryanie[x]
[x]Hasanati[x]
[x]Haziq clementi town sec[x]
[x]Ivan choir[x]
[x]Juwika Jon[x]
[x]Jieyen jelly[x]
[x]Jia Quan Quan[x]
[x]Jessica[x]
[x]Keng An Craps[x]
[x]Leslie Lame[x]
[x]Meldric Man U[x]
[x]Musya[x]
[x]Nabilah y.c.s.s[x]
[x]Presley Final Fantasy[x]
[x]Pei Yi[x]
[x]Pinkie aka shwu fang[x]
[x]Qurratu[x]
[x]Roysten choir[x]
[x]Syahira acquantaince[x]
[x]Shira Sjab[x]
[x]Terence[x]
[x]Valarie Dardar[x]
[x]Vivian[x]
[x]yihloong[x]



The SIRENSY

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TITLE OF SONG - ARTIST

Her thanksY

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